Invisible wounds are the hardest to heal. Ginny HInz :}
I try my hardest but always seem to end up at square one again. I'd be the best friend you'd ever had, if you'd only let me. People step all over me but that's about to change. I look at every point of view. I want to help in every way I can. I tend to love others before I love myself. I try too hard. I'm imperfect but then again what human isn't? I want more than I can handle. I digress. I continue to move on even when I know I have failed. I have shitty friends. I have an even shittier family. I live on my own. I live in a world where I must learn and figure things out on my own. I don't even trust myself sometimes. Most of the time actually. I wish I could help and change the lives of everyone I come in contact with. I'm real. I'm not just a simple cliche. I want to do better. I need to focus on the things most important to me. Loving myself is something I have much trouble with. But it must be done. I'm sorry I cannot please everyone. Believe me, I do try my hardest but sometimes I just need a break. Have fun, live life and be positive. That's the only way you'll survive this crummy life.

illusartion:

Extrañarte es mi necesidad, vivo en la desesperanza desde que tu ya no vuelves mas. Sobrevivo por pura ansiedad, con el nudo en la garganta y es que no te dejo de pensar. Poco a poco el corazón va perdiendo la fe, perdiendo la voz…

I hate my stomach and my thighs. I hate my hair and my teeth. I hate how my clothes look on me, I hate how much make-up I wear. I hate my voice. I hate how I talk to people. I hate my personality. I hate that everything gets to me and I care too much. I hate that I’m never smart enough. I hate that I’m not enough for anyone. I hate that everyone leaves me. I just want to be everything that I’m not.


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